Lets get started…..

I’ve been trying to find ways to get over the feeling of simply getting old and growing up. did i mention i really hate to grow up? why do young people just gets to excited and impatient to grow up and do things they can’t do while they were still young? and when people gets older or should we say mature, simply act immature and never wants to grow old anymore. i don’t know about other people but I’m guilty of this. i don’t want to grow old. i want to be young again. to sprawl, wander and just go where my feet might bring me. its hard to accept that you have to grow up and be someone other people want you to be. i know you have your choices and your own decisions but its hard to make those decisions when your every move is always subject to people’s judgments. I’m proud of what i have become. I want to do and accomplish more things in my life at the same time i still want to be me, the old me. the college boy, carefree and happy go lucky. i miss the old me. i don’t know if you see me as an immature brat, but in some ways i do love who i am today, what i do and i can say that I’m happy, very happy. well heck ill just have to continue being happy and reminisce.

here’s what i’ve been listening to:
Dig- Incubus
Oil and water- Incubus
Diamonds and coal- Incubus
Love hurts- Incubus
Apir day- Kamikazee -so funny!
Petix- Kamikazee
Sanctified- Wolfgang – damn! i am getting old!
Snow (hey oh!)- Red hot chili peppers